Saturday 3 November 2012

Phase of Unemployment in Howrah



Reached at 6am
After breaking our fast with a big masala dosa,
We were clueless about spending our time
Our next train was scheduled at 1:35pm
And no sooner did we realised that we were jobless till then
The trains came and went, the announcer kept announcing with her tone sounding like the one suffering from loose motions
One hour passed
And we were still clueless
We tried to think hard
And were happy to  find out that we had an important thing which is extremely vital for our survival, brain…yes we had brains…
So we thought of exploring the “city of joy” in our own crazy way
In the month of late October, one can still find Kolkata to be hot although the humidity was  a little lesser in comparison to the summer months
We walked
And walked
And kept walking
Then we found the ubiquitous bus stand
Which was suggested by the moochhad waale rickshaw uncle who  answered our query  with a gentle and reassuring smile that “BADA BAZAR” was the nearest shopping zone and for us the nearest time pass zone…
It was 8am
and we were again clueless
we reached BADA BAZAR
actually the bazaar was seriously sooo bada that there were chances of us getting lost…
and the most funniest part of it was that we really did wanted to GET LOST…
the shops were closed
people were busy with the upcoming puja preparations
songs of bhajans were played in a loud voice
And infront of those closed shops, were found the sitting kinda thing which we considered as our privately owned SOFA SET..made of cement…it was fun…real fun..
We kept sitting
And sitting
And still sitting
Kept observing the increasing hustle bustle of the place
Each and every passerby stared at us as if we were the people from Mars
We too gave them the same look(as we believed in the policy of tit for tat)
It was 9:30am
We  saw a number of trams
And evrytime I saw a tram passing
I shouted “eeeeeeeeehhhhhhhhhhh” with excitement
As I have always wanted to travel in a tram
They were slow, steady, with only a handful of people travelling in it
I liked it
I like those things which are slow, which take their own time, understanding and feeling the moments with joy and simplicity
I hate the hsutle bustle life which I have in my institution
The robotic life
Tram was not a robot
It was slow, simple and full of anticipation
Waiting for people to travel in it
It gives time, it takes time in her own way
I fell in love with the tram
It was much like me..maybe..
Yes so it was 9:30am…
There were a mother-son duo sitting on the ground in front of the shop
With brooms and a heap of garbage bag in their hands
The adolescent son had a shining cell phone in his hands
A movie clip was being played
With the dialogues it was clear that the movie must have starred Johny Lever and the likes of Kadar Khan
But the expressions and emotions and happiness visible on the faces of the mother-son duo was equal to be watching an Oscar winning movie!
Ofcourse having a cell phone in hands, with an interesting  and funny kinda movie in it was no less than an Oscar selection…
We sat in the tram
It was fun..real fun..
Sitting in a tram isn’t a big thing..but it gave me immense pleasure…
An unknown happiness
We got down on the next stoppage..
The name of the street was unknown to us
The names of the shops were also unknown to us
The name of the next street was also unknown to us
The only thing which we knew was that we were still jobless
We wanted to enjoy our “No rat race day”..we took a dayoff from that irksome ratrace where humans become robots, emotionless, with no time to think about anything except winning the rat race..
We wandered in that unknown street
We felt like nomads who did not have any destination
The unknown street was crowded again
City of joy loved to be crowded
It was 10:00am
We returned to the station….
As we were extremely exhausted
Although the desire of being jobless for some more time in this way did not end…
We were back to square one..
But this time we had some clue
The announcer still had her loose motions
We sat in our train
And kept sitting..
This time we had a destination to reach….jobs to be done and clues to understand…











Thursday 11 October 2012

While sitting in the class

In the Third Semeseter,
the third period is going on
Its Jurisprudence
(Ya the name itself is scary !!!)

Trying my best to understand the nuances of "Natural Law"

Besides me, "Donut" faced fatty is sitting
and giving me a crookedly mischievous smile, like this- ;)
with an orange pen in her hands

The teacher just said.."YOU DONT CARE"
and I say.."I DO CARE"
even though our contexts were totally different!!!

I was actually lost in a trance
In fact, a mysterious trance
with an unexplained journey in my train of thought
building my own Ivory Tower

Now my sight goes towards the window with red curtains
The weather outside is driving me crazy
Its windy and cloudy and chilly
Just like "Ben and Jerry's Dark Chocolate Icecream"
Ummmmm.......

Now the thought of Rousseau is very much applicable,
"Man is born free, but everywhere he is in chains"
Just like me !!!! poor me...!!! Even my hands are tied now

Wow...the bell rings...!!! :))


Thursday 27 September 2012

STORY OF beloved BANDAR, cute COCKROACH AND CHUHIYAA the great

Once upon a time...oops sorry..these three characters still exist...! :p
Bandar is an extremely mischievous character who keeps irritating cockroach and chuhiyaa everytime they try to speak something...(lyk dis blaah blaah )
 But Cockroach is no less...
He also becomes very moody at times and makes a lot of fuss about every lil thing..

Today Chuhiyaa was veryy hungry..as she is a "rat" she has to be hungry all the time...:)
So she invited Bandar and Cockraoch to come with her..
They followed her..(wierd na? chuhiyaa being followed by Bandar and Cockraoch? but dis is reality)

Bandar and Cockroach had a fight..(nothing new)
Bandar said something to Cockroach and Cockroach got angry(lyk dis grrrrrrr..humph humph...!!!)

Then Bandar decided not to eat and rather go to his hostel
Cockroach was  a weird creature..he didnt wanted to talk to Bandar but definitely would not have gone anywhere without his "priya" or beloved Cockroach...( yeh dosti ham nahiiii chodenge...!!!)
Meanwhile Chuhiyaa got angry and pissed off..!!
She left both the crazy beings to fight and continue their "new found nautanki"

And she got lost in the world of yummy and hot samosaas..ummmm....
Seriously..Indian snacks are the best in the world!!! (dont u agree wd me guys?)

While Chuhiyaa returned, she saw both the crazy beings coming towards her..(she ws sooo happy!!! :) :) 

But Cockroach was still upset with his beloved Bandar..!!!(nautanki u see...!!)
  
So then Bandar and Chuhiyaa tried their best to make their cute Cockroach smile(eeeehhhhhhhhhhh )
But in vain....:(
 Finally our Cockroach smiled automatically after listening to the conversation of Chuhiyaa and Bandarr..!!!

Moral of the Story- Jo hota hai acche ke liye hota hai...Alls well that ends well...and happieesss endings...
                               And do whatever..ur true friends will always be with u even if u shout at them for no purpose..or slap them or tease them or kick them...they will always love you....bcz they are your true frnds........!!!! :) 







Wednesday 26 September 2012

IN THE PREMISES OF A TEMPLE



Sitting near the garden
There are some priests in white- clad dhoti-kurta, listening to the Aarti goin on
Then there are some who are busy chanting Krsihna hymns
And there are some who are sitting on the staircase of the temple entrance
Busy gossiping, some are thinking, some are smiling, some are laughing, some are lost in their own world

Near the edge of the boundary of the temple, where the beautiful and picturesque view is available, there stands a young couple in their 20s, holding hands, smiling at each other, the girl is whispering something in the ears of her man

Beside the cheeky couple, a little far away stands a group of 5 middle aged men most probably in their 40s, discussing about their neighbour’s argument with his boss regarding the loan which the former had asked for

In the green garden lush full of tiny tots with broken teeth and a handful of tension prevailing on their innocent faces about the yummy Prasad which is about to be finished by their counterpart kiddos

Exiting the kiddos, come the teenaged girls with camera in their hands and a heavy ‘Shehnaz Hussain kinda makeup on their fair or to say “appearing to be fair faces”
Clicking the pics of each other and deciding the poses to be uploaded on FB
Now the group pic is going on, I heard a loud” cheese”
Tardily the music played for the Aarti is increasing
Hare Krishna Hare Krishna Krsihna Krishna Hare Hare
Hare Ram Hare Ram Ram Ram Hare Hare
From the boundary, the huge signboard of AIRTEL with a red background and a sign of  ” C” written in a rear position is visible to me
The diyas are being lighted
Its evening prayer time

Coming to the deities, they are dressed in flashy pink and blue
Looking adorable
The fragrance of the incense stick is being felt now
It’s of sandalwood, or maybe of jasmine, hard to tell
Whatever it maybe, it smells sweet
Has made me forget all my stress
I love it

My phone rings now
Its my crazy roomie
Searching for me
I did not attend the call

I am hungry
Want to leave the temple premise but the sweet incense smell is not allowing me to go

I am missing my grandma
She was the one who used to bring me to the temples

I am getting late
I must leave
I must leave the sweet unknown fragrance behind
I must leave the bitter memories behind which are making me senti right now
I must leave the negativities behind
I must leave the stress behind
I must leave the gloominess behind
I must leave the melancholy behind
Its high time, I must leave
Rather, move ahead in life
Create my own path
Choose my own destiny
Make it mine
I want to win and loose a little
I want to laugh and cry a little
I want to think
think\and think

Want to go far away  from this madding crowd
In my own world
World full of dreams
World full of positivism
Wolrd full of promises which are always kept
World full of emotions which are never hurt
World full of relations which are ready to battle any tide

Let me first make such a world...
This religious institution has allowed me to search for the "ME" 

Tuesday 18 September 2012

A Conversation in the moonlit night...

Let it be a moonlit night
Along with silence accompanying it...

 Without listening
Without uttering even a single word
Let us have a conversation..

When the sleep is lost....
By withdrawing the sadness of your face....
In the blanket made of dreams
let the night be yours and mine...

After listening to the silence
the night fell asleep
Without listening,
Without uttering even a single word
Let us have a conversation....

Like a piece of ice
looks the half-moon tonight...
Taste it slowly..deliberately.....
innocently....
Its just there..
to make you cry a little and smile...

The moments which we have tonight
Let me get wet with these moments
in these moments....

The eyes have maintained an unknown silence
Let me learn this art of unknown silence...
yes, the unknown silence....

This unknown story..
This unseen glory...
Without listening
Without uttering even a single word
We had a conversation...you see..!!!!




Good Morning World

Gooooooooooooooood Morning World......!!!!! hiiiiiii....the time in my lappy shows 3:14 AM.......n i am still awake............!!! tomorrow is my International Relations Seminar.......have to present a powerpoint...or to be literally precise in hindi (as pointed out my frustrated friend) shakti bindu pradarshan..!!!! Do i need to literally translate this to you....????????? oops its 3:17 AM.......our topic is "Relations between India and Myanmar Diploamacy: Friends in Need?.."  huh..well...can  i call Miss Aung San Syu Kii right now????????? ya ya i know...i cant call her...!!!! phew..!...wat d heck man.........!
Well.....right now am also listening to songs of "Barfi".......they are lovely...music is d only thing which has kept me alive in dis mad mad world.......;)....waaaaaatttttt........oh yes...FB...kudos to Mark Zuckerberg........!! hmmmm n also OXYGEN.......hahaha....LOL..... :d

hmmmmmmmmm wish cud do some more blaaaaaaah n blaaaaaaaah......................

okieees...gudni88888 world...............ham hain raahi pyaar ke..fir milenge...chalte chalte.............!! sorry SRK.....! HOPE U WONT MIND........n even if u.....! then m helpless.........!    hehe......